Square in the Face

Denial. When I first started to realize that I wasn’t fitting into the typical Christian mold and my attempts to be attracted to girls was failing, all I knew was denial. With the truth staring me square in the face, I kept my eyes glued shut. Too scared to even take a peek and see the version of me that would disappoint many of those around me. Too scared that the “gay version” of me would look exactly how I looked right then and there.